Like I said on the news post 6% of your memory usage came from Laravel, and 94% of your memory usage came from Node.js. Laravel had nothing to do with your suspension.
You were unsuspended at 2025-05-07 13:14:31, and warned not to cause high load. Instead of reading our warning you just started a bunch of Node.js commands running again at 2025-05-07 14:39:28, and quickly went to 210 GB memory usage.
You can be unsuspended this time tomorrow when your load is back to zero. Hopefully the 24 hours will give you time to read and understand that you share this server with 929 other users, and it's not fair for you to hog all the system resources, cause downtime for other users, and cause other user's websites to load slowly.