Your account was suspended at 1:43am UTC. At the time that you were suspended you were at 100 memory usage, which means you were using more memory than every other account on the entire server. Once your account is suspended it causes basically no load, which is the whole point of suspending high load accounts. So your account is suspended for 7 hours and 53 minutes until 9:36am UTC when it was unsuspended. At 9:48am UTC you check the load. Keep in mind that the load meter measures from midnight UTC to midnight UTC. Your account has only been unsuspended for 1 hour and 55 minutes so far today. That's only 19.5% of the day so far. The other 80.5% of the day your account has been suspended, and you still managed to be at 65 memory level even though your account has been suspended for 80.5% of that day. Hopefully that helps you understand the numbers a little better because it seems like you were implying you shouldn't have been suspended, or implying that your account wasn't causing the most load or something. Let us know if you have any questions about how it all works, or if you need help reducing your load. oooh I see...thank you for your complete explanation....